British Activism at Activism Towers' Command Chair.
Well, I think I seriously need a holiday. That is the conclusion I have come to. However, the problem comes when I remember I am not Douglas Quaid / Douglas Hauser and realise it cannot happen. Quite a problem it is too. For those who forget who the fictional character is, it was the lead character in Total Recall.
You see, what I really need is "vacation" from my own mind like they offered Douglas Quaid, because no matter where I go, or what I do, I cannot unlearn the difficult realities which I have come to know. Believe me I do try, and have tried many times but it just cannot be shaken from my mind.
Primarily I feel this is due to scarring of valuable brain tissue, a process brought about by living in the worlds largest open air mental institution.